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Oh. I guess I just deleted everything I had just written. That’s ok. I hadn’t written anything of value.

I am feeling sad and lonely today. Are you allowed to put your honest thoughts and feelings in these blogs. Why not. Accept of course, I’ve got a link to my website. If you don’t have an audience, you can more easily be yourself. you don’t have to worry about what you have to say because you’re the only one reading it. I might remove the link from my website. To remain obscure until the end of time. To have the freedom to say whatever you are thinking or feeling with absolutely no chance of anyone anywhere seeing it. It’s a shame you have to feel that way. There’s no where where you’re 100% safe to speak it. It makes things confusing. Anyway, I did delete the link from my website. So that’s one step safer. I’m going to write it. I have a conscious conflict and it never stops being that way. The choices you make at those critical junctures of your life. Well, first of all, you think you have a choice at the time and so if you think you’ve made a wrong choice, it can haunt you for an eternity. But when you look closely at it and all the circumstances behind it, you see that you didn’t really have a choice. Doors close down. And other doors open. It’s true that whether you go through them is your choice. But sometimes what’s waiting for you if you don’t go through them is far more daunting that the going through them. It’s also true that you don’t really know what thing might have come your way if you had decided not to take that door. I guess that’s what keeps you chained: your belief that if you had remained true, that more truth would have come to you. Except, of course, you did that before and it didn’t. In fact, it went the other way. And having been let down at that level, I went the other way. I’ve now spent a life time trying to get back. I’ve discarded all the things in my past that influenced/conditioned me to take the door I did. And while many things have changed for the good, half the time, I’m not feeling like my true self. There are very few people in my environment that really support my true self. So, it’s kind of hard for me to remember me too when there is next to no reflection of who I really am, here.

It’s a lonely and alone feeling that. The people that you used to know that appreciated your true self and even encouraged it, they’ve gone through different doors too and most of the time, they don’t recognize themselves, and I don’t recognize them either. And when I get one of my new and exciting ideas, they sound just like everybody else. They don’t get it. They don’t encourage it. They don’t see me.

And when you get the chance to re-choose or choose another way but you’ve got all these patterns built and you’re familiar with, it’s still difficult to do the right thing.

I guess that’s how I feel now. It’s not his truth. That choice is about money and prestige, not about finding his true self. That’s what I think anyway. But maybe he thinks the same thing. That I’m not as supportive as he’d like me to be. That it is his true self and I can’t see it. But it feels far away and distant to me. And that makes me feel alone and lonely too.

Today when I was typing up some of the story, it wasn’t even with the belief in mind that it’s going to bring me freedom. I guess because I’ve been down that road before and it always comes back to the same thing. I typed it just because I felt like it. I typed another thing too that was interesting. You don’t experience any bursts of inspiration happening and, my dear friend, those types of things are an absolute necessity. The one was kind of fun re-reading. A long time since I tried to write fiction. Interesting to me how completely I had given it up. Have to say “good job to me, that.” When something is hanging hard on you, nothing good can ever really come of it. Some of the writing is something you have in you that you want to get out. Maybe it looks like something else so that others maybe don’t recognize it but there it is nevertheless. When I was typing up the story, I had feelings like, “Even if you got it all typed and you went on to finish the book, then what?” And, of course, it was “then nothing.” You would have the book without anyway for it to reach the world. The same old thing. No viable way through.

And it almost felt like something you just accept. Even if I did get somebody to look at it, then what? And even if I was able to successfully make all the changes they wanted, then what? And even if a publisher liked it and did want to publish it, then what?

All of that just seems like something so far away and not likely.

I guess there’s a part of me that just wants to do the opposite of what they tell you to do to bring things into your life. Maybe it’s out of rebelliousness because the other methods haven’t brought me the connection that I’ve wanted. There’s just this inclination to put it all out there, the good, the bad, the ugly.

But there’s also a part of me that says, “That is so the wrong thing to do. Better keep a lid on it. What if you do this thing and it just draws more of the same? Have you forgotten where you were before?”

Everybody has an opinion. Everybody has their own way of getting to things. Each person is unique with a different expanded non-physical version based on the contrast that you’ve fed it. So how can anyone know what thing will unlock the door to yours or you?

The fact is I have failed at everything I have tried to do beginning at a certain age and thereafter. My expanded non-physical version wants the truth. That much I feel. Sometimes the truth makes me sad even as it brings me relief. Why shouldn’t the truth be about me stopping fighting the upstream current? Why shouldn’t it be that my expanded non-physical version is guiding me and this is where it has taken me to.

Why wouldn’t it be that all the things that came before that have brought relief were downstream and that was all a necessary part of it too. I’ve done alot of work on myself and it has made me feel better. And now these things are coming up. I trust that it’s the next step.

What has been significant to me lately is that even if I’m feeling negatives, good is resulting from it. Even though I may not be able to a full vibrational match to all that my expanded non-physical self is holding in escrow for me, there’s some peace in the thought that feeling what I’m feeling is ok, is even, in fact, increasing the things that I do want.

I don’t really have any clue about how to access them but it all serves a purpose. Taking that “I’m bad for feeling this way” or “what I’m feeling is just drawing more of what I don’t want to me” away or out of the picture actually takes away a big crushing negative. Now it’s like, “so even if I’m feeling it, my non-physical self is expanding. I am doing some good even if I seem unable to be a vibrational match to it myself.”

Maybe that realization right there has been a missing piece of the puzzle for me and all that I’m feeling now is the result of some wrong belief having been corrected.

Either way, it’s all good in the end.

If it’s true that your contrast is always showing you what you do want and your inner being has already manifested everything you want and it’s sitting downstream waiting for you to stop fighting the current and flow to it, then imagine what things are downstream waiting for me.

Do you remember when I was trying to write? Do you remember the level of frustration I was feeling at being unsuccessful? That’s indicative of how much the manifestation of what I do want on that subject is downstream. Each time I felt that frustration, rockets of desire for what I did want shot out and my inner being became it.

I’ve thought before that I just needed to let it go and it would one day happen.
Well, I haven’t thought about it for awhile. It got to the point where when I did think about I couldn’t find any good feeling about it. But I thought about it today. And thought about how it would feel if whatever I wrote was a perfect vibrational match to my inner being.

Imagine how it would feel to be doing something that you’re thinking/feeling each time you did it, “I feel so good about this. This represents me, the real me. This is my deepest truth, a reflection of my inner most being and it’s so obvious that I’m amazed I didn’t see it before, didn’t do it before. And it’s so easy for me to do because it’s perfectly me.”

That’s downstream. That’s the picture my inner being has of me.

But where I am right now, nothing shows itself. No action presents itself. No theme suddenly manifests. Nothing holds my attention. The best I can do right now is hold the thought, feel the positive vibration of what it will feel like when I reach that match downstream.

It isn’t going to be self help. It won’t be journal writing or at least not the way it’s been happening. The fact is I don’t know exactly what it will be. A certain tone defintiely, one that’s strong, decisive and distinctly me. It will be fun to do and easy for me to find it. I just make a small shift and there it is. It comes easily, naturally, happily. It’s a pleasure for me and a pleasure for me to read. It will excite me every time I read it and it will be clever enough that when other people read it, it will bring them pleasure also. It will cause them to connect with their own inner beings and they’ll want more.

I will make good money at it and every morning when I get up, I’ll be eager to get to it. I love it. I love what I do. I have the right kind of interaction with other people too so that I am not distracted from who I am and what I do. The things that presently haunt me are things of the past. I’ve successfully neutralized the pain of them. And I feel incredibly free and happy and grateful.

I’m also real careful about the foods that I eat because I know they can throw me out of alignment and make me miserable. I mean that’s the whole point of the Emotional Guidance Scale. You use it to guide yourself to personal and genuine fulfillment. The more you fine tune it to alignment, the better you feel.

When I reach the point where I’m able to come here and say whatever I want with absolute confidence and freedom, then I will be one step closer.

Right now, I take pleasure in the thought of being able to put my words out there without anyone reading them. The only people who come onto this site is spammers. So it’s pretty safe to express myself here. Good experience for me. It’s out there but not.

Someone posted the question which I accidentally deleted. Why is enrollment increasing and income decreasing? If this was not the accurate question, feel free to set me straight. Income is increasing at a 2% rate with each additional enrollment. While you continue to pay $100.00 a month and everyone who signed on after and under you continues to pay $100.00 a month, you receive 2% of the total amount of all the money that’s been paid into the pot that month. Enrollment is increasing and income is increasing. If I did not understand your question properly, please respond again. Thanks

Tags: enrollment, income, investment plan, Money, retirement plan

Ok, so I am seriously thinking about a change of plans. Instead of trying to draw people in through “you are broken and I’m going to fix you”, (which I might add, obviously and apparently, isn’t working, and in all honesty, I have to ask myself “how well it is really working for other people?”), I am going to get to the truth of the matter. Which is this:

In this plan, when you invest $100.00 a month, you receive 2% revenue on the money of anybody and everybody whose start date came after yours. So, by the time there were 1,092 people who had signed on after you, you would be making $2,184.00 a month. By the time there was 3,279 who had signed on after you, you would be making $6,558.00 a month. By the time there was 29,523 people who had signed on after you, you would be making $59,046.00 a month. Notice that this kind of money would be coming to you “a month” and as long as everyone continued to invest $100.00 a month, it would continue indefinitely; and as more people were added, it would grow even bigger. I don’t know of any retirement plan or investment plan that can guarantee these kinds of results. If you want to know more, let me know

Tags: abundance, enrollment, investment plan, Money, retirement plan, wealth

The Law of Attraction isn’t just a theory. It is a Law. Which means when you learn the principles behind this Law and you unfailingly apply them, you get certain results every time. The primary principle behind the law of attraction is that “like attracts like”. So, if you’re thinking a certain thought for any length of time or repeatedly, it’s a certainty that you are drawing similar thoughts to you. And over time these similar thoughts draw more similar thoughts and on and on until eventually you have drawn people, places, things that are an exact vibrational match to these thoughts. Law of attraction would be easy to trace back if we just had one train of thought. But we have lots of thoughts and many of them contradictory. So it makes it extremely tough to figure out how we drew what to us and why. Or how we can stop doing it. Or how we can do it so that we can draw things to us that we actually do want. To complicate the matter even further, our bodies and minds are like this computer that can create programs based on thoughts, feelings, beliefs, etc. etc. And once a program gets installed, it is one powerful “point of attraction”. Suppose, for example, that by the time you are 40 years old, you have so many programs of discouragement installed that you can’t even count them. So then discouragement would be like this giant magnet drawing experiences to you that cause you to experience more discouragement and with more discouragement programs installed, you draw even more experiences of discouragement and on and on and on.

Now, I have determinedly been finding my “points of attraction” and using my tools and techniques to remove infinite numbers of negative programs. And with the same tools and techniques, I have been installing positive programs. One night after having done some removing and installing, I went to bed. But I woke at 3:33 a.m. with this incredibly good, absolutely, amazing, feeling. And this line was going through my head “Lest you be as little children, you can not enter the kingdom of Heaven”. This was a scripture I had heard when I was a child and apparently it had stuck in my head as one of those questions that needed an answer. So, at 3:33 a.m. years and years and years later, my realization was this: When a baby is born, he has the genetic code available to him that allows him to magnetize anything into his life that he wants. And at that point, he hasn’t yet managed to install a bunch of negative programs. Furthermore, he has an infinite number of self confidence programs and an infinite number of other positive programs already installed. So his ability to deliberately create his own reality is 100% pure.

Now, if we could return to that pure programming state, and knowing what we know now, and deliberately and consciously controll our own “points of attraction” and have the unlimited ability to bring any and all desires into reality, now I ask you, would that not be “the kingdom of heaven”?

Tags: Create Your Own Reality, Law of Attraction, Lest you be as little children, point of attraction, subconscious mind

I saw a Lamborghini Countach on the road the other day. I’d never seen one before and at first I didn’t know if it was a spaceship or a car. Traffic was backed up and it was chomping at the bit like a race horse impatient to be off. I half expected it to airlift off the ground high enough to pass above the cars in it’s way and zip freely away. And I thought we ought to be seeing transportation vehicles at this point in our evolution that are able to airlift a few feet off the ground and zip and zoom to any and everywhere as happily and freely as a low flying bird in the sky.

Instead, we’re arguing, vehemently I might add, over healthcare reform. I have to admit, I’m not even entirely sure what all the anger is about on the subject. I’ve heard people say some ridiculous things about what it all means. For example, I’ve heard some people who live entirely off social programs say that it meant they weren’t going to have any kind of insurance anymore. And I’ve heard other people say that the government is going to socialize everything and have total control of our lives and we might as well be living in Russia.

Well, I guess I can recognize the spread of fear when I hear it. And I guess I can also figure out the source of it and what motivates the people behind it.

But here’s me, seeing absolutely amazing results and changes in people’s lives through energy work. I’m seeing all kinds of chronic physical and emotional problems disappear within minutes. I am seeing emotions that have been trapped in people’s bodies at very early ages and have held them like prisoners in their own lives suddenly disappear and I see these same people moving forward. I am seeing not only symptoms disappear but the cause underneath the symptom disappear.

Even if the healthcare reform goes through or if my husband’s employer continues to pay for my insurance, neither one of those two groups are going to start, any time soon, paying for any kind of energy medicine.

So, the healthcare refrom issue is kind of like seeing the same old vehicles on the same old roads. There might be newer models and some designs more pleasing, but compared to a Lamborghini they look outdated and from the past.

I’m holding to the Lamborghini. I know I have a powerful engine that can overtake everything else on the road.

Tags: energy medicine, healthcare reform, Lamborghini

I saw these three plexiglass domes. Under each dome was a situation in my life where I felt trapped. In my mind’s eye, I shrunk them down and a tall me stood on outside of them looking down on them. I tapped on all the trapped feelings I had and while tapping realized that I had no plan or strategy or any real viable way of getting out of them. Then all of a sudden, I realized that the tall me could lift the dome off like it was a lid and like a lid lift it off with the small knob at top of the dome.

So the big me lifted it off and the little me inside just kind of was looking around, confused. “What’s happening?” Then the little me realized what was happening and I thought, “But this solves nothing.”

But my bigger self was like, “It solves everything.”

And I’m like, “But what will I do?”

The big me is like, “You don’t have to worry about that. That’s the point. You’re free. Now are you coming out or not?”

And of course I wasn’t staying under there. So I came out. And my big self blew like a strong wind and everything that had been under that dome kind of disintegrated and blew away like left over ashes.

She cleaned the whole area and put the lid back down. Then she cut a door in the side of the dome so I could get in and also get out whenever I wanted.

Now we focused our attention on the second dome. She lifted the lid off that one. And I’m like “OMG.” I frantically started jumping and grabbing the sides of the dome to hold it in place. “Stop. Stop. Before everything blows away or things get in that shouldn’t. Stop.”

So, she did. She left it in place but she cut a door in it too so that I could get out or let whatever/whoever in.

The third dome had been constructed as an attempted escape from the first dome and while there were some feelings of being trapped, I decided to leave it alone for now.

I went into the first dome and just kind of looked around. I saw that there was these microchips and I realized the dome was a reality generator. So I started playing with some fun things, like for example, creating a tropical island. Well, I have been afraid of the sun lately but I realized I could control that cause and effect too. I could easily remove that programming or just leave it out. So now I could play in the sun as much as I wanted and forever and get tanned and swim in the ocean and explore the island and never worry about adverse effects from too much sun.

So I started to create other things and almost everything at first would also have some negative effect included and I’d delete that and see what I was left with it. And I marvelled that I had such power in this dome to put in only what I wanted and keep the other out and I had to wonder how much of the negative we’ve been conditioned to believe in. In this dome I had total power so it was interesting and fun to experience this creation as I wanted it.

It was also liberating. It made me realize some important things about myself and my ability to get out from under things.

Tags: Christina Case, clear emotional blocks, Create Your Own Reality, creating reality, Emotional Freedom Techniques, Reality Creation, Reality Generator

I am feeling depressed and I know, of course, there are other people out there who also feel depressed. I guess that’s one reason why I want to tell the truth. It’s mostly situational for me, i.e., if things are going my way, I don’t feel depressed, but if something happens that appears to be counter productive to the way I want things to go, then I get down. Sometimes I get so down, I just want every body to get away from me and leave me alone.

Today, I thought, what if there wasn’t anybody to judge me when I’m feeling this way. Would I just lay in bed all day. Sometimes it’s a blessing to sleep and disappointing when you wake up. Maybe it’s clinical depression. Maybe it’s just situational. Today, I’m like, I don’t think other people get this depressed. Maybe there is something not right with me. I don’t think it helped that I read a book on menopause. Sometimes those symptoms can give you an excuse when that might not be what’s really happening anyway.

Truth is, I’m depressed about a lot of things. I have this inclination to believe in magic or rather to want to believe in magic. Every so often I’ll get excited about some new idea. The problem of course is that it never ever turns out to be the magical, wonderful thing I first thought.

Like, for example, I paid for my personal horoscope profile and my future. Some of the things in my profile, I’m like, no way. That’s definitely not the way of it. And some of the the things in the future, well, you know, the long term, the short term, and the day, you can see some things and it can keep you believing for a long while. But, of course, there comes a time where you just can’t believe. For example, when the sky is telling you that a bunch of wonderful things are lining up and big changes are about to happen and you’re going to be feeling wonderful and younger and gorgeous. Well, reality check. I’m feeling older and tired and not so gorgeous. Enh. Wrong answer. So, that’s a little depressing. You know, I wanted to believe all the wonderful, great confidence building, lots of success, etc. coming into my life. But uh oh, lost a business deal. That’s not very confidence building.

I’m a perfectionist. Now, you might not think that if you saw my office. It’s got stuff lying about. I could be more organized and neater. I’m a perfectionist in the sense that I need things to meet a certain standard for them to feel right to me and I don’t like to let them go out to the public until they’ve met that standard. But what when the standard never gets met. Ouch. The project keeps reshaping itsself, the standard keeps getting higher. Perfection is never obtained. And of course, that’s also depressing.

I swear, I think there’s some malfunction in me. I look around and people aren’t as obsessed with things the way I am. They go out and enjoy themselves by doing simple things. It’s true that once in awhile I do and it’s always great when that happens, but sometimes, I’m thinking about a dozen other things when I ought to be enjoying what’s right in front of me.

Maybe everybody is like this. I guess I think that you shouldn’t be cursed with things like this your whole life. That at some point you get tired of it being that way and you decide not to continue to be that way.

That’s not the way it seems to go.

Tomorrow it might be different. Tomorrow I might start feeling a little better. Things in my reality might start looking like they’re giving me the things that I’ve been wanting. And all might be right with the world again.

The problem with that is that it’s like the horoscope. If you’re going to believe the good stuff about you and the good stuff that’s headed your way, then you’re pretty much obligated to believe the bad stuff too. I guess that’s what causes the ups and downs of life. Is there any evidence that I’m actually moving forward or towards anything that makes my life make absolute sense, or do I just get high with the thought that that’s what’s happening but then when I can’t lie to myself anymore about it, I see that it really hasn’t moved at all.

Do this. Do that. Do the other thing. Do, do, do, do, do. Don’t do this. Don’t do that. Don’t do the other thing. Don’t, don’t, don’t, don’t don’t. Everybody has got an opinion.

It’s got to work or there’s no point. I refuse to not be honest about it. EFT is great, it really works, and it has changed a lot of things in my life and things in the life of the people I’ve consistently used it with. It neutralizes negative charges in the body. And it can take away physical malfunctions as well. In fact, a woman I have taught EFT to has had this amazing discovery that she has the ability to heal people of physical health problems. And she does it. And it is amazing.

So, yes, there’s real power in EFT. And a thousand things have changed for the better in my life. But there’s also a 1000 things that haven’t yet changed and who knows maybe they never will. I can neutralize the feelings behind that until the cows come home. And at some point maybe even reach the point where I don’t care if they change or not. And that will be when they change. Isn’t that the way it goes.

Tags: chriscase, depression, EFT, healer of physical problems.

I was feeling really good this morning. I’d made the realization that everything that is in my reality is there because of my code and I understood it on a really deep level. I knew that what was coming up in my reality was there for me to clear it and that I had to reach a certain level of feeling/living/being alive before I could even draw it to me in the first place.

Choosing to be that alive takes courage because there’s pain involved. In fact, the pain if you are successfully in the process of clearing it, will cause you to flash back to another time when you experienced similar levels of pain.

In my instance I made the realization that I had never successfully cleared those issues in the past and that they had arrested my development to that point in time. My body now is drawing it back, giving me another chance.

While painful as I stumble through it, the fact that it’s happening at all is absolutely amazing. That you get the chance to re-do is incredible. Of course, what if you don’t get it right this time either? What if you end up with more pain and you decide to close down, close off, etc. again.

With EFT I’ve got a real good chance of clearing it. In fact, if it hadn’t been for EFT, I’d not have had the aliveness to draw it to me in the first place.

My realization also is that you’ve got to have the courage and the deep desire for it all. And when you feel the nudgings of those desires, realize that you’d rather go towards them, and as scarey as that may seem and as painful as it may be, it’d be better than the death you’ve been experiencing.

Why do you think EFT came into existence anyway. And why do you think there are some people who just immediately see it for what it is while other people use it for times of crisis and other people have absolutely no interest in it whatsoever?

Either people are ready or they aren’t. And other people not being ready doesn’t affect you.

It’s your code. How can it be otherwise?

Something to think about anyway.

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Tags: Chris Case, clear, code, EFT, experience, reality